In the Deep of My Night

I found this poem I wrote quite a few year ago, and recalled it when I saw a post on facebook from a person feeling the darkness, and I thought, I felt that way....so here you go my dear, many of us  venture there from time to time.  Hope exists and LOVE is the eternal flame keeping us going I believe. Being human, making the connections to our souls journey is challenging.  Love to us all!

My fears become magnified as darkness descends
I think and I think and worry ascends
Am I alone, I cry out for help
Not a person can hear me in the deep of my night

I wonder where are they, hurt yet alive
Why can't they call, pray don't let them die
I can't believe they are gone, will no longer be seen
I miss them so much, it is so hard to breathe

I thought them a friend, and they broke my heart
Hurt feelings and anger, have torn me apart
My love betrayed after so many years
This heart wrenching pain sheds so many tears
The knot in my stomach, it won't go away
My senses acute, why do I have to pay

A sorrow so dark, one more day is too much
The pain needs to stop
Do all have these feelings? What's the purpose of strife?
The world keeps on moving, they don't see my plight

Spent and weary I am, inside my own head
At last I give up to the powers that be
Slowly peace starts to fill,  I begin to feel free
Here is an answer, I know it is right
You just need to be you, and live in The light

Alone, I am not, on this earthly plane, One is right here beside me
Understanding my pain, we will journey together, as we have before
And this will continue forevermore

No judgement He renders, I have nothing to do
Dear Soul let it go, My Love shines through you
We create this together, the rise and the fall
I just needed to suffer, so I could recall